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Cthonic dread
Already been canceled on twice, and it's only 8:10 AM. J-E was supposed to drop by for breakfast before he headed back to college, but canceled and opted for a quick stop in. Now he's canceled even that and I cannot fall back asleep. I know I'm not very demanding, so why am I so frequently disappointed? I try hard not to be a doormat. But I am tired now, and the combined stress is starting to break me. I still haven't fully recovered from that crashing depression that hit earlier this week. Now I'm teetering on the vertiginous edge of myself, staring down and down and down until all perspective and scale slips away.
You are staring down and slowly it comes to seem that the sheer edge is a floor... And you could just step on to it, that you could just be draw subtly on to this defiance of gravity. The world pans up toward you inside. Then there is only silence, a deadly deep unsound that echoes in your ears as the edge\floor waits for your feet to kiss it in passing.
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